Wow. I’ve prolly written a million blog posts in my head over the last few weeks. I’m still trying to catch up with my flickr uploads…. so much has happened I’m not sure where to start…
My thyroid level came back – perfectly normal. The short version of the story is that my doc gave me a high dose of Vitamin D to take once a week, and Celexa. I took the vitamin D alone that night, and the next morning, I felt great! I looked around and saw everything that I had let slide, and just got to work. I had energy! I wasn’t happy… but I wasn’t down either… I just… was. The vitD seemed to do the trick, but by the end of the week, I was really worn out, and down. Not a big problem, I figured I’d take the next dose and get the same bump. So when time came, last Monday, I took the next dose. Instead of a big energy high, I slid very quickly back down the hill. The roller coaster of emotion ran completely off the track yesterday. It was not pretty.
So I prayed. I’d reached a point where I needed help. That’s when God reminded me of the Celexa. I was hoping to stay off anti-depressants. But I couldn’t handle the wild emotional swings anymore. so I took one last night.
Today was the best day I’ve had in… I don’t even know how long, it’s been that long. I didn’t loose my cool at all. I laughed. I haven’t laughed in a while. I laughed so hard this morning because of this guy:
“Hey mom! Know what my shirt says?” he says to me with the biggest smirk ever.
He looks down at his chest, and reads,
Dude… This kid cracks me up.